Normalitate ?

Inaintand spre departari in noapte, in tren, gonind cu gandul, impreuna cu sotia culcata jumatate peste mine ma gandesc la viata mea dubla.

Azi am reusit sa mai dovedesc inca odata heterosexualismul, nu-l mai dovedisem demult.

S-a trezit, nu adormise. Iese la o tigara, revin la articol. Cuplul de vis-à-vis doarme fara griji, fara ganduri ascunse. Racoarea noptii incepe sa se simta.

Ascult muzica la telefon, o melodie despre dragostea care elibereaza. Oare dragostea elibereaza? As vrea si eu o dragoste care sa ma elibereze de gandurile mele ascunse dupa zidul mintii.

Seara este lunga, drumul la fel, gandurile nesfarsite. Intunercul noptii ma face sa gandesc optimist sau nu?

Ziua trece repede fara sa am timp de ganduri ascunse, sunt totusi insotit de nevasta in aceasta mica calatorie.

Dar, prin o ora liber la plimbare, singur, prin central Aradului. Savurez momentele de singuratate si dau buzna prin magazine, plimbare agale, ocheade cu baieti frumosi….relax.

Revin in Bucuresti, dimineata, frig, aglomeratie, inapoi la viata agitata.

Totul in provincie pare feeric, lumea pare mai fericita, mai senina, mai fara multe griji, mai relaxata.

Imi reintru in normalitate.

Balon de iubiri

Incercarea exprimarii sentimentelor de iubire este una foarte interesanta.

Uneori cuvinte multe de dragoste insirate fara virgula pot exprima superficialitate sau minciuna?

Cuvintele putine arata oare mai multa afectiune?

Privesc, analizez curios exprimarea acestor sentimente la altii, la mine….

In metrou, el citeste si raspunde la sms-urile lui de dragoste.

Se tin de mana strans, se inteleg din priviri, se imbratiseaza mult, isi zambesc unul altuia, totul pare feeric in jurul lor, in balonul lor de sapun.

Dorinta de a intra in contact cu iubirea este prea arzatoare, e puternica, ne face sa actionam instinctiv si cu multe regrete, cateodata, dupa.

Cand ati facut ultimul lucru rational, cand a fost vorba de o intalnire pasionala, ati avut acel feeling de iubire de o ora si apoi balonul de sapun a fost doar un balon?

Valentine

Valentine? Who’s this guy?

Every year he tries to make people love each other.  You know him? I do.

Sometimes he succeeds, sometimes he doesn’t. We usually make foolish  gifts in shape of hearts, flowers, sweets for those who will may appreciate.

I think the best proof or present, is to show, to someone that you care about,  a smile and a look which shows to the other that the heart beats different for him than for the others.

Would you be my Valentine tomorrow too?

Sweet

The crack is made. It’s just a small or a big step till you fall down or go further. Wait just a second and you’ll know how to act or react . After the step what’s going to happen?

So many questions in your head and just a few answers. What motivates you to do or not to do, to walk or not to walk? Who knows so well what he wants? We just know what we want know, pushed by some feelings or some needs of the body. Tomorrow what your body will feel or need? Is it healthy?

Of course it will not be because what’s healthy is not always tasty so you’ll decide to try some candy.

If you’ll choose the hard and “looks so tasty” one you might get your teeth crushed. So make the right choose and choose the one who tastes good but will not hurt your body afterwards. You will probably try what you tried before .

I’m just the one who likes almost all kinds of candies, just to be sweet, like me J

Value market

What we make when our value market drops?
We look for ways to rise it, no? So, you look for another prey, another people to make feel that your again on tops.
But what you do when your on the wave?
You hide, you disappear, you don't want to participate to crowded activities.
Which is better on top or at the end of stairs?

Alice

For what is this double life of bisexual men or women?

The main reason is that they feel that there is a world in which everybody likes them, everybody please them, they can have any fantasy transformed in reality…..it’s just a fantasy like in the “Alice in Wonderland”.

Today all around me is strange, I live in a different world, I cannot hold on my feelings, I look for something, for someone…is it you or am I fooling myself .

Usually when your in a bad mood you can feel that you don’t have anyone around you anymore, looks like everybody left you alone in your strange and twisted world.

Life is always changing and tomorrow everything will seem to you that everything was just a dream .

I’m Alice.